THE WRONG KIND OF WOMAN

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 THE WRONG KIND OF WOMAN
By Sarah McCraw Crow
On Sale: October 6, 2020
MIRA Books
Literary Fiction; Coming of age fiction; Mothers & family
978-0778310075; 0778310078
$27.99 USD
320 pages
About the Book
A powerful exploration of what a woman can be when what she should be is no longer an
option
In late 1970, Oliver Desmarais drops dead in his front yard while hanging Christmas lights. In the
year that follows, his widow, Virginia, struggles to find her place on the campus of the elite New
Hampshire men’s college where Oliver was a professor. While Virginia had always shared her
husband’s prejudices against the four outspoken, never-married women on the faculty—dubbed the
Gang of Four by their male counterparts—she now finds herself depending on them, even joining
their work to bring the women’s movement to Clarendon College.
Soon, though, reports of violent protests across the country reach this sleepy New England town,
stirring tensions between the fraternal establishment of Clarendon and those calling for change. As
authorities attempt to tamp down “radical elements,” Virginia must decide whether she’s willing to put
herself and her family at risk for a cause that had never felt like her own.
Told through alternating perspectives, The Wrong Kind of Woman is an engrossing story about
finding the strength to forge new paths, beautifully woven against the rapid changes of the early
‘70s.

About the author
Sarah McCraw Crow grew up in Virginia but has lived most of her adult life in New Hampshire.
Her short fiction has run in Calyx, Crab Orchard Review, Good Housekeeping, So to Speak,
Waccamaw, and Stanford Alumni Magazine. She is a graduate of Dartmouth College and
Stanford University, and is finishing an MFA degree at Vermont College of Fine Arts. When
shes not reading or writing, shes probably gardening or snowshoeing (depending on the
weather).
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Chapter One

November 1970 Westfield, New Hampshire

OLIVER DIED THE SUNDAY after Thanksgiving, the air heavy with snow that hadn’t fallen yet. His last

words to Virginia were “Tacks, Ginny? Do we have any tacks?”

That morning at breakfast, their daughter, Rebecca, had complained about her eggs—runny and gross,

she said. Also, the whole neighborhood already had their Christmas lights up, and why didn’t they ever

have outside lights? Virginia tuned her out; at thirteen, Rebecca had reached the age of comparison,

noticing where her classmates’ families went on vacation, what kinds of cars they drove. But Oliver

agreed about the lights, and after eating his own breakfast and Rebecca’s rejected eggs, he drove off to

the hardware store to buy heavy-duty Christmas lights.

Back at home, Oliver called Virginia out onto the front porch, where he and Rebecca had looped strings

of colored lights around the handrails on either side of the steps. Virginia waved at their neighbor Gerda

across the street— on her own front porch, Gerda knelt next to a pile of balsam branches, arranging

them into two planters—as Rebecca and Oliver described their lighting scheme. Rebecca’s cheeks had

gone ruddy in the New Hampshire cold, as Oliver’s had; Rebecca had his red-gold hair too.

“Up one side and down the other,” Rebecca said. “Like they do at Molly’s house—”

“Tacks, Ginny? Do we have any tacks?” Oliver interrupted. In no time, he’d lost patience with this

project, judging by the familiar set of his jaw, the frown lines corrugating his forehead.

A few minutes later, box of nails and hammer in hand, Virginia saw Oliver’s booted feet splayed out on

the walk, those old work boots he’d bought on their honeymoon in Germany a lifetime ago. “Do you

have to lie down like that to—” she began, while Rebecca squeezed out from between the porch and

the overgrown rhododendron.

“Dad?” Rebecca’s voice pitched upward. “Daddy!”

Virginia slowly took in that Oliver was lying half on the lawn, half on the brick walk, one hand clutching

the end of a light string. Had he fallen? It made no sense, him just lying there on the ground like that,

and she hurtled down the porch steps. Oliver’s eyes had rolled back so only the whites showed. But he’d

just asked for tacks, and she hadn’t had time to ask if nails would work instead. She crouched, put her

mouth to his and tried to breathe for him. Something was happening, yes, maybe now he would turn

out to be just resting, and in a minute he’d sit up and laugh with disbelief.

Next to her, Rebecca shook Oliver’s shoulder, pounded on it. “Dad! You fainted! Wake up—”

“Go call the operator,” Virginia said. “Tell them we need an ambulance, tell them it’s an emergency, a

heart attack, Becca! Run!” Rebecca ran.

Virginia put her ear to Oliver’s chest, listening. A flurry of movement: Gerda was suddenly at her side,

kneeling, and Eileen from next door, then Rebecca, gasping or maybe sobbing. Virginia felt herself being

pulled out of the way as the ambulance backed into the driveway and the two para- medics bent close.

They too breathed for Oliver, pressed on his chest while counting, then lifted him gently onto the

backboard and up into the ambulance.

She didn’t notice that she was holding Rebecca’s hand on her one side and Eileen’s hand on the other,

and that Gerda had slung a protective arm around Rebecca. She barely noticed when Eileen bundled her

and Rebecca into the car without a coat or purse. She didn’t notice the snow that had started to fall, first

snow of the season. Later, that absence of snow came back to her, when the image of Oliver lying on the

bare ground, uncushioned even by snow, wouldn’t leave her.

Aneurysm. A ruptured aneurysm, a balloon that had burst, sending a wave of blood into Oliver’s brain. A

subarachnoid hemorrhage. She said all those new words about a thousand times, along with more

familiar words: bleed and blood and brain. Rips and tears. One in a million. Sitting at the kitchen table,

Rebecca next to her and the coiled phone cord stretched taut around both of them, Virginia called one

disbelieving person after another, repeated all those words to her mother, her sister Marnie, Oliver’s

brother, Oliver’s department chair, the people in her address book, the people in his.

At President Weissman’s house five days later, Virginia kept hold of Rebecca. Rebecca had stayed close,

sleeping in the middle of Virginia and Oliver’s bed as if she were little and sleepwalking again, her

shruggy new adolescent self forgotten. They’d turned into a sudden team of two, each one circling, like

moons, around the other.

Oliver’s department chair had talked Virginia into a reception at President Weissman’s house, a campus

funeral. In the house’s central hall, Virginia’s mother clutched at her arm, murmuring about the lovely

Christmas decorations, those balsam garlands and that enormous twinkling tree, and how they never

got the fragrant balsam trees in Norfolk, did they, only the Fraser firs—

“Let’s go look at the Christmas tree, Grandmomma.” Rebecca took her grandmother’s hand as they

moved away. What a grown-up thing to do, Virginia thought, glad for the release from Momma and her

chatter.

“Wine?” Virginia’s sister Marnie said, folding her hand around a glass. Virginia nodded and took a sip.

Marnie stayed next to her as one person and another came close to say something complimentary

about Oliver, what a wonderful teacher he’d been and a great young historian, an influential member of

the Clarendon community. And his clarinet, what would they do without Oliver’s tremendous clarinet

playing? The church service had been lovely, hadn’t it? He sure would have loved that jazz trio.

She heard herself answering normally, as if this one small thing had gone wrong, except now she found

herself in a tunnel, everyone else echoing and far away. Out of a clutch of Clarendon boys, identical in

their khakis and blue blazers, their too-long hair curling behind their ears, one stepped forward. Sam, a

student in her tiny fall seminar, the Italian Baroque.

“I—I just wanted to say…” Sam faltered. “But he was a great teacher, and even more in the band—” The

student- faculty jazz band, he meant.

“Thank you, Sam,” she said. “I appreciate that.” She watched him retreat to his group. Someone had

arranged for Sam and a couple of other Clarendon boys to play during the reception, and she hadn’t

noticed until now.

“How ’bout we sit, hon.” Marnie steered her to a couch. “I’m going to check on Becca and Momma and

June—” the oldest of Virginia’s two sisters “—and then I’ll be right back.”

“Right.” Virginia half listened to the conversation around her, people in little clumps with their sherries

and whiskeys. Mainframe, new era, she heard. Then well, but Nixon, and a few problems with the vets

on campus. She picked up President Weissman’s voice, reminiscing about the vets on campus after the

war thirty years ago. “Changed the place for the better, I think,” President Weissman said. “A

seriousness of purpose.” And she could hear Louise Walsh arguing with someone about the teach-in

that should have happened last spring.

Maybe Oliver would appreciate being treated like a dignitary. Maybe he’d be pleased at the turnout, all

the faculty and students who’d shown up at the Congregational Church at lunchtime on a Friday.

Probably he wished he could put Louise in her place about the teach-in. Virginia needed to find Rebecca,

and she needed to make sure Momma hadn’t collapsed out of holiday party–funeral confusion. But now

Louise Walsh loomed over her in a shape- less black suit, and she stood up again to shake Louise’s hand.

“I just want to say how sorry I am,” Louise said. “I truly admired his teaching and—everything else.

We’re all going to miss him.”

“Thank you, Louise.” Virginia considered returning the compliment, to say that Oliver had admired

Louise too. Louise had tenure, the only woman in the history department, the only woman at Clarendon,

to be tenured. Lou- ise had been a thorn in Oliver’s side, the person Oliver had complained about the

most. Louise was one of the four women on faculty at Clarendon; the Gang of Four, Oliver and the

others had called them.

Outside the long windows, a handful of college boys tossed a football on a fraternity lawn across the

street, one skidding in the snow as he caught the ball. Someone had spray-painted wobbly blue peace

signs on the frat’s white clapboard wall, probably after Kent State. But the Clarendon boys were rarely

political; they were athletic: in their baggy wool trousers, they ran, skied, hiked, went gliding off the

college’s ski jump, human rockets on long skis. They built a tremendous bonfire on the Clarendon green

in the fall, enormous snow sculptures in the winter. They stumbled home drunk, singing. Their limbs

seemed loosely attached to their bodies. Oliver had once been one of those boys.

“Come on, pay attention,” Marnie said, and she propelled Virginia toward President Weissman, who

took Virginia’s hands.

“I cannot begin to express all my sympathy and sad- ness.” President Weissman’s eyes were magnified

behind his glasses. “Our firmament has lost a star.” He kissed her on the cheek, pulling a handkerchief

from his jacket pocket, so she could wipe her eyes and nose again.

At the reception, Aunt June kept asking Rebecca if she was doing okay, and did she need anything, and

Aunt Marnie kept telling Aunt June to quit bothering Rebecca. Mom looked nothing like her sisters: Aunt

Marnie was bulky with short pale hair, Aunt June was petite, her hair almost black, and Mom was in

between. Rebecca used to love her aunts’ Tidewater accents, and the way Mom’s old accent would

return around her sisters, her vowels stretching out and her voice going up and down the way Aunt

June’s and Aunt Marnie’s voices did. Rebecca and Dad liked to tease Mom about her accent, and Mom

would say I don’t know what you’re talking about, I don’t sound anything like June. Or Marnie. But

especially not June.

Nothing Rebecca thought made any sense. She couldn’t think about something that she and Dad liked,

or didn’t like, or laughed about, because there was no more Dad. Aunt Marnie had helped her finish the

Christmas lights, sort of, not the design she and Dad had shared, but just wrapped around the porch

bannisters. It looked a little crazy, actually. Mom hadn’t noticed.

“Here’s some cider, honey,” Aunt June said. “How about some cheese and crackers? You need to eat.”

“I’m okay,” Rebecca said. “Thanks,” she remembered to add.

“Have you ever tried surfing?” Aunt June asked. “The boys—” Rebecca’s cousins “—love to surf. They’ll

teach you.” “Okay.” Rebecca wanted to say that it was December and there was snow on the ground, so

there was no rea- son to talk about surfing. Instead she said that she’d bodysurfed with her cousins at

Virginia Beach plenty of times, but she’d never gotten on a surfboard. As far as she could tell, only boys

ever went surfing, and the waves at Virginia Beach were never like the waves on Hawaii Five-0. Mostly

the boys just sat on their surfboards gazing out at the hazy- white horizon, and at the coal ships and

aircraft carriers chugging toward Norfolk.

“You’ll get your chance this summer—I’ll bet you’ll be a natural,” Aunt June said.

Things would keep happening. Winter would happen. There would be more snow, and skiing at the Ski

Bowl. The town pond would open for skating and hockey. The snow would melt and it would be spring

and summer again. They’d go to Norfolk for a couple of weeks after school let out and Mom would

complain about everything down there, and get into a fight with Aunt June, and they’d all go to the

beach, and Dad would get the most sunburned, his ears and the tops of his feet burned pink and peely…

“Let’s just step outside into the fresh air for a minute, sweetheart,” Aunt June said, and Rebecca stood

up and followed her aunt to the room with all the coats, one hand over her mouth to hold in the latest

sob, even after she and Mom had agreed they were all cried out and others would be crying today,

but

the two of them were all done with crying. She knew that the fresh air wouldn’t help anything.